Sunday, November 22, 2009

It's a waste

I'm sad for you because you told me a couple times about how you're going to have to marry a girl who isn't a member and how you're not waiting until you're 41+ to get married and have a family. I'm sad, because you're questioning the universe and I think you question whether this is all worth it... and you're ready to settle for 2nd best. But if that were the case, why aren't you just still married? Wasn't that 2nd best? I saw your profile, by accident on a popular LDS Singles site. Interesting, that you say you'll for a non-member, when guess where you went? Yep, I swore I'd never go online dating again, but look where I put myself! I hope that you are going for an LDS girl. I hope that you choose LDS. I hate that you say you're willing to settle for 2nd best. YOU are better than that. YOU can be better than that. I'm not saying that - hoping it'd be me you choose, because at this point, everything points to me being lower than 3rd or 4th best - behind a girl who isn't LDS... so at this point, it's obvious I'm not worth anything to you. But, I think you should have a great life. I want you to have a great life. I don't want to see you settle for 2nd best. If that's what you're after, I guess I should have just left things alone and let you keep things going with a married woman. That's just as good as 2nd best - without the responsibilities.

I want you to be happy. Do you know what will make you happy?

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