Sunday, November 22, 2009

Waste of time

WTF(reak) WTH? Yep, my internal language since my relationship with you has definitely taken a dive. But, really seriously... why? Why did you waste your time with me? Why did you waste my time? Why did you put us through that? Why talk about a future if it wasn't going to happen. It's just a waste! Do you know how short life is? Do you know, that people die every day? Do you know??? Seize the day - seize the opportunities... and yet, now, 6 months wasted... back where I started only I am scared to go anywhere with anyone... I gave so much up to you and I will have to tell someone that someday. I thought you were the one.

Things aren't black and white when we talk about whether we're "dating anyone else" - I wasn't. You told me you weren't. Technically, you weren't dating Ms. YW but you were "hanging" out or Bill Clintoning it or whatever. Couldn't you have told me that there was someone else? It would have helped me not give you my heart. I want it back. I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to care about you any more when it's obvious you don't care.

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