I thought we were friends

Friends want to know what is going on in someone's life.
Friends want to share what is going on in their life.
Friends are open and communicate, don't ignore and play games.
Friends share difficult times together.
Friends have open ears without judgement.
Friends forgive.

What were we? I really need you to just talk to me and tell me what "us" was. I really want to understand who you are and where you're coming from... at this time, I'm clueless and I want to help and be there... and I want to know what changed in the last month to completely shut US down. Because, it's happened in the last few weeks,not in August, and I don't know what decisions you've made but I wish you'd communicate to me instead of ignore it all.