You're not my list

You're right, no girl has this situation on their list... but I still love you for who you are - who you will be. I still believe that there is, in you, a someone who could be my forever companion - but you'd have to want it too. And I don't think you're going to man up and go there with me. There's such a thing as Agency and the fact is, you never loved me... you loved Ms. YW. How many times do you think I should repeat that until I believe it? How many times do I have to tell myself that we weren't real? You won't tell me we were or weren't? I wish you'd answer my last email.