Maybe I'm not alone

I'm sitting here, venting on this blog and all of a sudden a friend, who never calls, calls me. I have such amazing friends and I really do appreciate them. It was her and her husband who called me. They just happened to get to church 20 minutes early and felt like calling me. I needed that. Some people believe in me, that I'm not a horrible person... having you think that I'm a certain type of person, is hard for me. Is that the price that has to be paid? Is that my reason for being in your life and now my role is done? It just all SUCKS!