Drama

My life has never been drama. I don't cause the drama, and I don't stay near it... but this whole situation has been drama.

This is why I believed there was an "us"

I like how she is not afraid to smile. Not afraid to be attached. I like how she is thoughtful and service oriented. She doesn't care if I get girly (like this). She will kiss me for no apparent reason. Will take my hand. Will call me El Guapo. She doesn't "keep score" or play games. She's down to Earth...does not get bugged. She is okay that I get a little crazy about her. It's okay with her that I tell her I miss her...a little too often. She makes me want to be a better person...I love that about her the most.

When you asked about calling me "babe" and other terms of endearment, you said that calling someone that "implied ownership". I told you I was okay with that - because I was okay being "claimed" by YOU.

I really miss you sweetheart. It's so hard to wait for you. This is so unlike me...but I'm really getting attached to you and have met you twice...
Mr R: then kinda nudge you...and ask really quietly if you wanna play Scrabble
I want you to be too crazy for me
Mr. R: ...i know you would...you are my favorite person
How am I going to survive from July 13 through September 5???????



You called me your girlfriend.

Mr. R: I want you to be mine...I really don't want anyone else...
me: I'm yours
Mr. R: Really?
me: Only
Yes
Mr. R: Let me be your boyfriend
me: If that makes me your girlfriend
Mr. R: it would


Mr. R: Are you awake my beautiful girlfriend?
6:00 AM Thinking about the ** out of you


You talked about us being together - not a date- but together on July 4th 2010.

Huh, I'm sorry for misunderstanding that I saw US as REAL and in a RELATIONSHIP.