I'm Mad

I take it all back. I do get mad. Not often but I'm feeling mad and there's nothing I can do. I'm mad about that last night, I'm mad about the summer that wasn't real. I'm mad that we're not real now - and I'm just mad. I'm mad that I'll see you in 2 weeks and I don't think you want to. I'm just stopping through but what do you say, "i've got a good friend coming that weekend". I'm mad that I'm not a priority in your life. I'm mad about this whole situation.

I'm mad that I went on a date last weekend with a great guy and I am mad that you are still in my mind and heart. I'm mad that you're the only guy that my mind and heart have agreed on - and yet, I'm not what you want. I'm just mad. I don't want to practice patience any more. What's the point?

in two weeks - from tonight. That's the end. I can't do this any more. I want my heart back. I just can't do this any more. I can't hurt any more.

I just wish you'd be straight up with me and tell me to stop with us being in contact. It hurts too much and I wish you'd tell me straight out that you're pursuing other options and don't want anything to do with me. I've made it, like the song says, too easy to walk right in and out of my life. I want my heart back - I don't want it to be someone's who doesn't want it. I want someone who wants to be with me. But I also wish that someone were you.