Drifts and new beginnings

We've both moved on into things we wouldn't have done otherwise. I've run a triathlon. You - you're in a play. I'm convinced that you'll date your costar. You deserve to find happiness. Everyone does. I hope she's a great girl. This month, I have a couple dates setup by friends. One, he's not a member.. should i care? Another, I know nothing about him. I have to go in with an open mind.

What is hard to let go of is the feelings from this summer and thoughts of "next year we'd be together..." that "something just felt right" that I've never met a better guy that fit like you did for me...it's what I felt and I thought you did too. I didn't think those feelings were coming from me... Somewhere there is a driftwood tree in the sand that may or may-not be there next year. it's the empire state building that I don't want to let go. I thought a higher power was involved. Why would that higher power allow us to feel something false?

may we find the best for both of us.